A friend to me...

Friends are like a candle and starts burning true friends blow the flame and cherish the friendship for life but friends who are just using you until the point where the flame has melt away the candle...
This few days i have been sad, lonely and in pain...
whenever i feel rejected from the group my hearts feels that it was cut in half and torn in pices...
And as soon as i realise i will be able to hold on to this sadness and painful things happening to me without worry and...
Even that i am now writing this i feel like crying badly as it pains my heart to say everything in my heart...
Everyone born in this world has a reason and i really feel like knowing mine but i know i have to find it myself...
will this pain ever end?
will someone offer me a candy and say candy carries the taste of happiness if you suck it a flower will blossom in your mouth

i knew it...

This time i know my friends 'better' as they like to judge ppl by its cover...
And i know this baka he has a problem with me...people knock to him he say nevermind i knock to him wa big problems ar...even i say sorry but he like act like ar beng no dick ar...never mature guy...think he like one big shot so good in everything...bullshit...and he still blame me for knocking in to him when he was the one who started it...want to ar is all he can say...dickless boy...think u pro ar...no u are one super losser as u foul many times but u just won't dare to admit it...